Lost the tune

So long having been lost

Expectations down to nothing

Never having tasted of the tune

Thoughts distantly dreaming

Of dancing n swirling

Arms wide n head back in utter abandon

But didn't have the tune

Glimpses of others

Gifted with freedom able to soar

Instead of sour jealously guarding 

That seemingly secret tune

Till the day chance stumbling upon it

Perhaps destined or purposes didn't much matter

I'ld found the tune

Now my time to dance with abandon

Love in the freedom no burden could take

Revelling  in that sacred tune

Dreams now probables

Hopes aren't just possibles

They hold a reality within the tune

Never noticed the clouds moving in

Failed to detect the fog with its bone chilling burden

That brought the fading of the tune

Instead simply dumb founded 

Or maybe dumb

As silence slipped between the notes

Of the tune

Till I listened with dread

The old stuff now clanging

Cacophony of noise without a tune

Where did it go how do I get there

Back to the place

I lost the tune